If I had tried......... I do not think that I could have chosen the people that have entered my life. I am and feel very lucky that I have such special people to hang with that provide me with the bliss of being....
I had a sleep over with a friend....ate our special soup, pho, and then I had some wine .....and it was great to be able to relax in a different dimension...feel safe and .....let go....of all the week's challenges..
I am experiencing tremendous personal growth, I resist growth at times, could easily stay in and not push limits, why, because it is easier (sometimes) and it is exhausting to learn some lessons and realize your participation and misconception of your self...and others. .it is for me...
Like saying NO...I have danced around this most of my existence...I have difficulty saying no to people and it extremely difficult to allow others to help me and for me to allow them to handle situations....so this week I got a bit slammed and it is not only physically but also mentally challenging for me and the processing time ..well...it depends on how much of your body is involved and for me...it most often times is deep so it takes a while......
I had two fortune cookies this week... both so apropos for me...People enjoy having you around....and you should be able to undertake and complete anything...(exact words) I might say out loud ...odd..that they should come to me...but ...............it is not odd...they are messages for me for this time and I accept and understand ..............................
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