Writing….I think all the time…getting those thoughts out of my head and on the paper is difficult for me….so…I am looking for that software or hardware that I can hook up to my brain waves and it will translate that for me…the words and wisdoms that race through my mind.
So much to say….and my feeble attempts frustrate me at at times….this is the time of my mom last year….my eyes fill with tears when thoughts of her flood my psyche. She was an incredible women in many respects…spunky comes to mind. I always thought she was so beautiful with all her matching clothes and when she dressed up she was beautiful.
Over the years I did not spend that much time in person with her but I do believe that we had quality the time we did spend together….we were both there 100%. Our hours long phone conversations that ran out the batteries of both our phones are testament to many words being spoken of our lives and what and who we were and are.
Illness is such a gift. I know most do not think so however I would just ask anyone who has been very ill ….what did you learn. I am sure we would all have a "story". I have mine…Then there is that word "Cancer" which I think most view in the same category as the word "Death". With all the research that is being done I would think that perhaps we could find a different label and then would the "dis ease" process associated with that illness change the statistics of the survival rates….perhaps even our view to look "outside the box" for different venues of treating that illness….in so many directions today we hear of quantum this and nano that …
I know my experience of most acquaintances, family and friends is cancer, chemo, radiation. I so much more would like to see it be ….diet, exercise, meditation, visualization, herbs, homeopathy, acupuncture, laughing, hydration, journey to the depths of self.
So much to say….and my feeble attempts frustrate me at at times….this is the time of my mom last year….my eyes fill with tears when thoughts of her flood my psyche. She was an incredible women in many respects…spunky comes to mind. I always thought she was so beautiful with all her matching clothes and when she dressed up she was beautiful.
Over the years I did not spend that much time in person with her but I do believe that we had quality the time we did spend together….we were both there 100%. Our hours long phone conversations that ran out the batteries of both our phones are testament to many words being spoken of our lives and what and who we were and are.
Illness is such a gift. I know most do not think so however I would just ask anyone who has been very ill ….what did you learn. I am sure we would all have a "story". I have mine…Then there is that word "Cancer" which I think most view in the same category as the word "Death". With all the research that is being done I would think that perhaps we could find a different label and then would the "dis ease" process associated with that illness change the statistics of the survival rates….perhaps even our view to look "outside the box" for different venues of treating that illness….in so many directions today we hear of quantum this and nano that …
I know my experience of most acquaintances, family and friends is cancer, chemo, radiation. I so much more would like to see it be ….diet, exercise, meditation, visualization, herbs, homeopathy, acupuncture, laughing, hydration, journey to the depths of self.
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