I want a relationship with a man that is all encompassing. I want someone who loves me unconditionally and will help me over the humps I tend to create for myself.
I want someone that will understand that my mind is fairy dust on occasion and that I am not always going to get some simple common sense stuff.
On the other hand he must also understand that I have read and will continue to read technical books that I cannot explain to someone else but I understand on some level...how it all relates and operates in relation to the research that I am doing.
I want someone that can turn me around when I falter on the path. Someone who is strong and masculine and hears me and senses that inside me there is a plethora of all that a woman wants and can be.
I want to know that I can sit outside in the rain and get drenched and it is okay and that I can step in the puddles on the street corner and he will understand.
I want to know that it is okay to be silly and a trickster on occasion and that I can laugh and cry and that is okay...
I want someone I can tell my experience of a special man that touched my life and what we shared and know that it is okay. To speak of the experience and journey of his death that resides in my being.
I want to know that it is okay to be sexually open in the place where we reside and that I can feel the freedom to experiment with my sensual and sexual self and that I have permission to at least ask and receive some of the "stuff" that pleasures me.
I want someone to take care of the major responsibility of providing shelter and taking the car to get fixed.
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